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Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can’t tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you’re not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don’t bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You’ll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today’s not the day. Because here’s to the nights you dealt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn’t breathe. To the nights you couldn’t wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.
Why are you so perfect ?
say one more thing and I’ll punch your face. bye.
I feel sorry for you.

Please stop. Please, can you get yor act together and act positive and get rid of all the negativity in yourself. last night you made me cry myself to sleep. I had to listen to your sad story, try to help you, but all you did was throw it back to me and don’t even appreciate it. hey, I’m helping you here. I want you to be better. I want you to have a happy life, but all you do is act like a fake near me. how am I suppose to trust you now ? HOW !? please, Im your bestfriend. your my bestfriend. I want you to be happy. I want you to be positive. I want you to have happiness, I want what’s best for you. please, fix your act now, for the better. hey, don’t worry. I’m here for you whenever you need me. Give me a call ? Text me ? inbox me even. like hey, at least your happy right. and congrats on your 90%+ on your speech. you deserve some happiness right now.

Guys.

Im at a critical point that I might burst out crying. that I might not take everything that happened this week too well. cause 1 day before my 3 months with my bf, I realised it would’ve been 1 year with my ex if we were still together. why am I not able to let go the stupidest things, argh. he even has someone else as well. god. JULIE; GET YOUR HEAD TOGETHER !!!

Congrats on the new win gurl.

hey, even though I hate you, and you have been saying shit about me and pointing our at my insecurities for like who knows how many years. I’m just gonna post a congrats post just for you. congratulations on your new boyfriend ? better half. idk, hope you guys last. that’s if youll be alive.

might as well tell it to my face gurl. 

What Are You To Me ?!

YOU’RE SUCH A MEAN PERSON. YOU’RE SO SELFISH. YOU ONLY WANTS WHAT IS GOOD FOR YOU ! YOU CHOOSE HIM OVER YOUR BESTFRIENDS STILL. AND YOU SAID YOU STOPPED CHASING !!! WHY ARE YOU LYING ? WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FAKE !? WHYYYY !!! WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU. I PUT MY REALTIONSHIP IN STAKE JUST TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU, SO YOU WOULDN’T FEEL CUT !!! OBVIOUSLY YOU DON’T CARE FOR WHAT I GIVE. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :@@@@@